Monday 6 May 2013

Oh Crap

Jay got one of the jobs.

I mean... "YAY!  I'm so proud of him and happy for him!"

But... yeah, no.

I'm feeling too uncertain for what that may mean for us just yet to feel happy for the fact that he's going to be based in Vancouver for.... an uncertain amount of time.

I don't know how I feel right now.  A little stunned.

Sad.

Happy for him though too.

Honestly.

Just sadder for me.

Selfishly.

5 comments:

Anonymous said...


i understand. don t blame yourself for feeling sad. I felt really sad too when i had to face a similar situation..

silvia

Tara said...

Aww :( That's good for him, but not good for you... I totally understand why you would feel sad about this.

michelle said...

Aw man that;s great - but sad - how far is that from where you are?

kandijay said...

Like that Friends episode where Monica and Chandler are engaged and Rachel and Phoebe talk about how they are, like, 90% happy for them, 10% jealous? Yeah... it's possible to feel both ways.

Victoria said...

Thanks Silvia.

Yeah... that's about it Tara

Not sure Michelle, they're not sure where they're basing him, but seeing as I'm on an island, everything's at least a drive and a ferry away :/

True that Kandijay